I'm so tired and I don't have my camera at the moment, which makes me moody I want my camera! Everything I draw turns out bad at the moment and I have no ideas anymore for anything! I feel like screaming, llosing inspiration is so frusterating!

So this is my first journal entry, hope I don't mess it up too bad but since I have absolutely no idea what it is I should write in here I probably will.

I have had this idea for a drawing for awhile now and I have tried so many times to actuallt make it come out on paper but it seemes like I'm doomed to be tormented by it for some time to come. On paper it looks okay or even great but it's just not what I want, not what I see in my head! And it is so irritating, like a itch you can't quite reach, it's making me crazy!
/Mimmi